Losing My Mind

I wish I could go to sleep and wake up with a new life.
If only that were possible.

Or maybe go to sleep and not wake up.

It's funny because deep inside I want a life where I can make a difference in the world, where I can touch peoples lives and find balance/happiness/love. But I'm stuck and can't seem to move forward.

I've been stuck for a long time, actually most of my life.

Not much else to say today.