Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Guess Noone is There

Well, I guess noone is reading my blog or don't care to comment.
I've received two comments, both just mentioned other sites and had no comments relating to the substance of my posts or answers to my requests for specific comments.

Here's the latest if there's any interest, or else I'm just expressing myself to get it out.
I've had a hard time getting anything done this week.
I did go shopping for food a couple days. I really don't know how to manage my life or anything really. I go shopping and try to buy stuff on sale, I can't cook and end up getting cans of stuff.
I'm on a tight budget too with only having food stamps to buy food, and I know if I could cook I'd save money and have better food for myself.
I'm getting to a breaking point, and I don't know if I can cope with it.
I have bills due over the next week that I can't pay, my rent is due on the 1st of next month and I have nothing to put towards it.
I've tried to call about unemployment, and I can't get any benefits because I can't work.
I was supposed to get a call about a therapy appointment this week, and no word yet.
It's really stupid that if you get "poor peoples" insurance then you have to wait weeks to get an appointment for mental therapy or meds.
The only exception is if it is an emergency or you're wanting to kill yourself.
So I'm sitting here needing to talk to someone, and I can't get what I need.

I don't know what else to say, I'm very depresssed and feel trapped like I can't do anything about it.
I want to be happy but I feel like I can't do anything about it.
My dad sent me e-mail with some suggestions, all about types of jobs to think about.
I don't think I can get a job, even though I want to do something.
I don't want to end up homeless either.

Anyone have some practical advice?

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